Thursday, October 27, 2011
I'm fine with not talking? I don't even bother? You always apologise? I always apologise. I can just kid about something and it pisses you off like cow and I tell you I'm kidding but you'll continue scolding. I can say what I really think and you go 'esad'. I'm always trying not to piss you off and I'm trying so hard that I'm losing myself. Other people can talk to you about anything and you will be talking to happily to them but when it comes to me I gotta think so much before what I want to say that sometimes I even forget what I wanted to say. Still. I piss you off. What more could I say.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:34 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
'Let's just not talk'
It kills me to not talk to you.. But seems like it kills you to talk to me.
I'm always wrong. But you won't need me anyway. So many guys fighting to talk to you.. I'm just another guy. And I get jealoused over nothing. Blame myself for being so useless that I piss you off everytime I be myself. Liddat I get so close to you for what? So that it's easier to annoy you? I think you'd be better off without me. You don't have to get pissed off or annoyed so often, not good for your health..
I guess it's really over then. All these time, one word replies two word replies.. I should have known. Acutally no, I already knew. I just didn't want it to be true. But now that you said it..
Everytime I post here, it's because I have no one to talk to. And since 'let's just not talk', looks like I'll be here a lot more often nowadays..
Ng Guan Yi at 1:02 PM