Tuesday, March 31, 2009
huaa shit siia. my knee pain deh. i dunno how but i somehow managed to pull the joint in my knee lor. i cannot straighten my leg now. but even if i can straighten and i straighten people also will think it's not straight cos my thighs are too big. so. other people wont notice lar. but it's pain siia.
Ng Guan Yi at 10:46 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
ehh. dont dislike me leh. christina. i got a feeling your impression of me is getting lousier. i dunno why i just got that feeling. although i know it wasn't good since the start cos i fell for you lar, and i know you dont like me, erm. just. dont dislike me leh. is it just that feeling. or. dunno lar. my feeling always very 准 one. i hope this time is my feeling wrong lehzz.
wow. four days ago i nothing better to do ar. i go change my blogskin. now i think it looks cute. haha xD
vicky. you ask me whether i trust me ar. how i dare siia. i trusted you so much last time. then you said you took me for a ride. after that then you come and say you didnt mean it and you delete that post. so if i should trust you again, then you say something like that again. how? i go and die again is it. i die one time ready. you last time can say something like that how i know you wont say it again. sorry lar. i dont dare to trust you.
Ng Guan Yi at 1:19 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
wow today im damn high siia. we beat sji ehh. what the shit. china players then we still win. i dunno siia now im damn bloody high cos of that lar. hahaha. so so so gay. im feeling so gay. orh yea!! hahaha.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:11 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRUDDERR A MAN THE GAY!!!! hahaha xD
Ng Guan Yi at 12:00 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
vicky. somehow i was reminded of how you left me. that look you gave me during ORA. and THAT post you wrote. that line, that sentence. "now the ride is over, you may go". it was just an experience right? for you. dunnid i say. anybody read this they'll know what I'm feeling now. although it's been almost two years now, i can't pick myself up and walk out of it. but believe me, girl, someday i will. and i will walk out of all this shit you left me with. and i will go on better than i ever was. i was stupid. but you taught me better. i had to learn it. the hard way. no matter what. thank you. for teaching me all that you have taught me. i will learn.
it's over now. okay. yupp. i can't believe i fell for a girl. after seeing her a few times when she came for judo training. haha. no it's not another girl okayy, brudder. it's not. it's still her. and i meant all those words in the letter i wrote her on her birthday. they still count. i've never liked her any lesser. yupp. i swear. okay. haha xD
Ng Guan Yi at 12:08 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i think a lot of people are daoing me. people like. erm.. dont wanna say lar. what the shit did i do. can the people daoing me please tell me. just let me know what the cow have i done lar. i know there was once i pissed elaine huang off lar. then other people i dunno whyy okay.
today actually i wanted to do a lot of things one. but i slept the whole day away. in the end i didn't do anything. so. er. amanda said sleeping takes away the fats or something like that lar. haha. but really meh. where got such thing one. if i really sleep everyday then i'll get damn fat lar. but then again i always sleep so much lar. maybe i'll get fatter and fatter and fatter DD: so sad. dont wanna think anymore ready.
oh. and friday went to watch some movie race to witch mountain. jack bruno's arm is damn bigg lor!! wah lao next time i'll train until like him liddat lar. but next time. it'll probably never come.
and i wanna learn judo siia. i think judo is seriously amazing. really really. i saw some judo competitions on youtube. wow. i mean. like. look at the people flying all over. one person throw another person. then. later. the person in the air suddenly twist his body then the person standing flyy. beautiful lar. then who throw who also dunno. in the end the person fall then lie there then i know is what happen. that totally kicks ass man.
i add roanna until now never see her online before. is it i add wrong address. i wanna talk to her lar. but i also dunno what to say. scared later scare her. heard she's damn scared of guys is it. scared i freak her out lar. why are girls scared of guys. i mean, people get attracted to opposite sex right. or is it just boys. aiya. dunno lar. but. nowadays, ever since some time in last year i become not so attracted to every girl i know lor. i suddenly become dont like to spend a lot of time on people im not interested in. like. i dont even bother to look at anybody else. i totally changed a person lor.
and i still wanna learn drums and guitars. electric, the distorted that one, bass, acoustic. and i wanna learn how to drive. and i wanna be a damn good driver. i mean i WILL. i WILL become a damn good driver. aiya. better dont hope so much later disappoined DD:
got what nice movie i wanna watch i wanna watch. haha. i wanna watch.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:01 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
aiyo i dunno what to say siia. erm erm erm.. aiya still dunno what to say lar.
can anybody see the difference between vicky's new blogskin and all the other old ones? i can't. ya lar. am i stupid? i cannot see it. dont understand.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:12 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
wah. i sick until very weak now lar. i can only do like half the amount of pushups i can normally do. then. dunno lar. just very weak and sick. arghh.
today was chinese test. time very short. plus i sick. cannot think properly. shit lar.
i feeling very very weak lar.
Ng Guan Yi at 9:49 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
Ng Guan Yi at 11:55 PM
光 轻如纸张
光 散落地方
光 在掌声渐息中他慌忙
他在传唱
不堪的伤
脚本在台上
演出最后一场
而全村人们在座位上
静静的看时间如何遗弃这剧场
战火弄脏他的泪光
谁在风中吵着吃糖
这故事一开始的镜头
灰尘就已经遮蔽了阳光
呀 恐惧刻在孩子们脸上
麦田已倒向战车经过的方向
蒲公英的形状在飘散
它绝望的飞翔
她只唱只想这首止战之殇
恶夜燃烛光
天破息战乱
殇歌传千里
家乡平饥荒
天真在这条路上
跌跌撞撞
他被芒草割伤
孩子们眼中的希望
是什么形状
是否醒来有面包跟早餐
再喝碗面汤
农夫们烧毁土地跟村庄
终于拿起枪
他却慢慢习惯放弃了抵抗
孩子们眼中的希望
是什么形状
是否院子有秋千可以荡
口袋里有糖
刺刀的光被仇恨所擦亮
在远方野蛮
而他却微笑着不知道慌张
恐惧刻在孩子们脸上
麦田已倒向战车经过的方向
蒲公英的形状在飘散
它绝望的飞翔
她只唱只想这首止战之殇
恶夜燃烛光
天破息战乱
殇歌传千里
家乡平饥荒
天真在这条路上
跌跌撞撞
他被芒草割伤
孩子们眼中的希望
是什么形状
是否醒来有面包跟早餐
再喝碗面汤
农夫们烧毁土地跟村庄
终于拿起枪
他却慢慢习惯放弃了抵抗
孩子们眼中的希望
是什么形状
是否院子有秋千可以荡
口袋里有糖
刺刀的光被仇恨所擦亮
在远方野蛮
而他却微笑着不知道慌张
叭叭啦碰碰
叭啦叭碰碰
叭叭啦碰碰
叭啦叭碰碰
天真在这条路上
跌跌撞撞
她被芒草割伤
叭叭啦碰碰
叭啦叭碰碰
叭叭啦碰碰
叭啦叭碰碰
天真在这条路上跌跌撞撞
她被芒草割伤
Ng Guan Yi at 11:53 PM
fuck lar. i wanna cry. jibai. i wont. dont care lar. fine.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:04 PM
fuck lar vicky daoed my sms. fine lar. since she dont like me then, okay lor. im sorry for disturbing lar.
im damn pissed with everything that doesn't go the way i want it to man. today training was shit. miao came. that's the most shit of today's training. and today i also dunno how to play at all eh. as in totally no feeling. it was shit lar. then i warmed up with nathan. but i play with him cannot even warm up lar. we supposed to 对攻 for warm ups lar. then he think very funny keep on xiao-ing. and then so not accurate a while fly here a while fly there. somemore no spin one. how i warm up lar. bloody hell.
i will complain complain complain everything here man. life sucks. i dont like it. at all.
Ng Guan Yi at 10:31 PM