Friday, August 29, 2008

wah lao. i reached home today at 10.30am. then i nothing to do i turned both my laptop and desktop on. and then i fell asleep. until now. wah lao.

the celebration was lousy lar. last year one was like how much better lar. last year one was like, interesting. this year they just put one joker there then nothing else.

why do people like to use lol or =.= or -.- or whatever shit they use? i think it's rude lor. i don't like it when people gimme this type of crap smiley. i hate it. you might as well don't talk to me lar. msn or sms then come gimme this type of thing. what do you think i am la? of course, indeed, i'm nothing. correct? i'm nothing xD

Ng Guan Yi at 3:48 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

for one moment i thought she made a difference. or at least tried to. i was proved to be wrong. yea. now i'm sure she makes no difference. cos nothing matters now. she is still her. but she isn't anymore.

yesterday coach told me to go join judo again. yea. my table tennis coach wants me to join judo. how sweet is that.. but come to think of it, it's not that bad lurh. cos there's one cute sec1 RG judo. her thighs are as big as mine. but they're not ugly, in my opinion. in fact i like them. it's not that i stare at her thighs all the time. but there was once she wore gym shorts. yea. and i think she's strong. very strong. and her hair is nice. as in the colour. it's like mine. brown hair. so cool. and mine is natural. my chinese teacher thought i went to have it dyed.

and my coach always attitude me. pissing me off.

my mood swings again. it's cos of her. and she doesn't know. but that's okay. just let me emo in my corner. cos she went through hell for me. now it's m turn to be in hell. someday i'll dig a hole in the ground and keep myself in it. cos i'm screwed up. and everything sucks.

today was my turn for chinese oral presentation. and i presented. the whole class kept laughing. i didn't mean to be a joker. but everyone just kept laughing. even hoo liew wah also. and as i continued people laughed even more. i mean, i just presented as i should present okay. ya. xD

i need help. to stop myself from screwing up. but wide awake or dreamin' i know she's never there. really. and she still doesn't know i'm talking about her.

Ng Guan Yi at 11:59 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

there was guitar test yesterday. i did fine in the playing part. actually i could say that i did well. yea. there weren't any mistakes.. but i sang sooo out of tune. although i didn't sing very loudly and you can only hear during the tacet parts, i could tell that i went so very out of tune. i wanted to laugh k.. as in my singing. haha xD and later theory test i even more clever. i put the guitar has "bowed strings". so clever right. then still got the hole in the middle of the guitar, i gave it a wrong name.. clever and smart, i am.

today chinese teacher didn't come, and i slept through half the lesson, which is at least 20 mins. cos i woke up at 3pm. kai yang woke me up. then we started going around asking everyone for answers and start copying. i know my chinese would deprove, but i didn't give a damn cos i was just to lazy. as in just woke up, of course lazy right(although full-blasting the music in my ears with in-ear earpiece which made it so much louder gave me energy)..

so now i'm sitting in front of the computer. my enormous thighs are feeling extraordinarily weak now. can hardly walk. yea. my hands aren't any better. my shoulders, chest, and arms.

she's still never there. but yea. after all this time without her and all, does it make any difference at all?

Ng Guan Yi at 10:03 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

i realised that i'm getting mood swings quite often nowadays. it's like one moment i'm laughing with everyone and banging holes in table tops at the next. yea. i don't know what's happening to me. i really need someone. it's always been the same "someone". but yea. you know. i never get her in time. in fact she's never there. since... ...

yesterday was fun. except for training. something happened. not gonna say what. chenwei doesn't understand hokkien. kesmond and i speak hokkien all the time. so yesterday was like there was only three of us when we were going back to school. to wait for bus to go to tkam play. so, naturally, like as of always, kesmond and i started talking in hokkien. then chenwei couldn't understand anything. except when kesmond told him to go eat shit. damn funny. chenwei was like, "k fine arh you all talk hokkien i dont understand. next time i go take up hokkien lessons." then he asked us to teach him. which of course we didn't. cos a wahile later ong called. then later when we got back to school bus havent come yet. then we suan chenwei. this time we started talking in chinese. in china accent and malaysia accent. even more funny.

then later on the bus the teacher started talking. she was damn bitch and u**y. then we imitated her. haha. she spoke in english. then after she said everything i go and translate everything into chinese and said it again. haha. then pissed her off.

then the play. scout has amazing calves lar. owns chenwei's. her one calve is bigger than both chenwei's put together. but i found them sexy. she's sexy k. and she has a cute face. she's so cute so cute so cuuuuute! kawaii!! haha xD and her sexy calves. oohhh!!! haha xD

the day before was guitar. ya. the guitar lesson was fun. the teacher was hot too. but she has this very fake smile. although she sings goddamn well. then later when we were playing on our own, for the next week test, was quite fun also. at first i played very fast. so fast that the supposed rhythm pattern was there but you could hardly differentiate. yea. then later i played in my group's tempo. which was so slow. so i decided to hold my pick with just two fingers. then when i strummed up, as in treble to bass, the pick hit the first treble string and then flew inside the hole! the hole in the middle of the guitar. so i spent a long time shaking the guitar upside down trying to get the pick out. yea. haha xD

Ng Guan Yi at 12:14 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go




xD

Ng Guan Yi at 9:13 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

yo. haha. erm.. nothing much to say today.. er ya! i did MOV quiz. the first time i read act 3 is five mintues before i attempted the quiz. as in like i today read then today do. and i didn't fail! haha xD

and i wonnt fail hair check anymore!!! haha xD damn short k damn short. but when i grow up i'm gonna have very long and spiky hair. the fringe is gonna go all the way down to my chin. yea. like japanese people. haha xD dont like short hair. i wanna wear contacts also.. but i scared. so too bad xD my fault.

oh ya and the mummy 3 is cool luh. someone said his friend said it was very scary. as in the mummy was very scary. but it was't lor. except disgusting. yea. i expected something very scary too. especially when i'm watching it in cinema. but it didn't turn out to be scary. yea. and i watched the 5th movie of my life on friday. which is: the mummy 3 (mentioned above) xD

i suddenly felt like running today. yea and when i feel like runnning i never run out of energy. that's amazing stamina that amazes even myself. but i didn't run la. nowhere for me to run. if i ran 2.4 today i'm gonna make it under 9 mins. haha xD maybe not so fast la. but ya. that's damn fast for me ready. dont anybody come suan me because she/he can make it under 6 mins.. yea.

knuckle pushups got more kick than normal one. but still cannot kick me down. haha xD and someone NEVER tags my blog k. i know she reads it. because she lets me know. but she NEVER tags. talkin' 'bout you, oycmms. see those six letters you know who you are. dunnid to say more. TAG!!!

Ng Guan Yi at 11:14 PM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

today finally got pt(as in physical training) lar. damn long no pt ready eh. super sian. yea but today finally got. coach perform again. two-finger push-up. as in only the thumb and the index-finger. ohmigod la.

oh still got. just now recess we playing soccer. then stupid kah aik keeper. then i dunno how but i kicked his leg instead of the ball. and i was going not very slow but still not very fast. and i kicked his leg (as in the shoe part), and then the both of us flew into the goalpost. as in literally flew inside lar what the hell. my legs too powerful la xD then in the goalpost after i stopped rolling then i realised that my shoulder was like.. gonna drop out! damn loose wah lao. damn kah aik, no nuts. i was born with very loose joints lar..

knuckle push-ups are no kick man. NO KICK!!!

someone once promised me that she will walk through the obstacles with me. that's what friends are for. yea. she told me that. now my life is dimming, and a fire is burning. if i dont put it out one day i will erupt and my house will turn upside down. where's the sun? where's my sun? where are you to shine and bright up my life? i need your sunshine.. talk to me!!

Ng Guan Yi at 9:39 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

today there was sing singapore going on in prps. i didn't go. yea. it may sound heartless but yea, i'm proud that i didn't go. vicky, i've kept my promise. i told you i'm not going because you're not too. i wont go have any fun without you. cos i'm not livin till i'm livin with you. it's time you REALLY trusted me. yea. cos i mean what i say.

and gabriel is gay. cant stop touching me know.. stupid sensei ask me go sit beside him.. then he every second must touch me. like cant take his hands off me. yuk! damn disgusting k. and sensei scolded me for whacking his hands off me! never see then dont come cao arh. asshole.

bayley dramafeste play is funny (and stupid)xD yea and sangju and joshua and keat kee came for bayley house meeting. yea. (sangju is buckley. keat kee hullet. joshua dunno in wad.) haha xD

and i slept through the whole maths lesson! 1hour. it's not like i slept under my hood or something. no one woke me up k. cao. yea i missed the whole lesson lor. although revision only but still important k. cct coming soon lar.

and chee tat is getting irritating lar. everyday come piss me off. come attitude me then shake his fat ass in front of me. think he very cool arh? go eat shit lar. if he continues pissing me off like this everyday i tell you i'm gonna whack him until he goes as skinny as chew. haha sorry chew xD but yea xD

tomorrow got training!!! xDxDxD

Ng Guan Yi at 11:12 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

sometimes i may get tired and look at other girls. but in the end i'll still run to you. cuz only you can make me smile.

and our story goes on;

Ng Guan Yi at 6:57 PM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

wa my laptop sucks can.. sucks la.

writing yingdetiankong now. dunno what to write. cannot think of any thing. someone give me an idea please!! two, in fact xD

training on friday was fun la. 机器 ball damn spin. so i get to use all my strength. which is like.. so 爽 lor. i never get the opportunity to use all my strength in matches. i will never get any ball in liddat. but the ball shooter damn spin. so i can use. actually is must use xD so in the end my right thigh was like.. burning. but it was fun k. then coach was like performing his rope skipping skills. then after our break coach want everybody to 放高球. it was the greatest training i ever had lar. so crazy and fun. how unlike coach..

yea. and my life is damn sad la. moelc the sensei starts talking about swimming. then he asked me whether i can swim. then i said cannot. then he was like.. "huh?! really?!" then he go ask someone can swim or not. and he is a swimmer. he like purposely compare me with him. in front of whole class. he can swim 6km. i cannot swim at all. and then he start talking about movies. and he asked me again. "do you watch movies often?" ... then i realised until now, fourteen years ready.. i only watched four movies in total. and i still remember the sequence lar. how sad is my life..

tomorrow got initial d. i wanna watch. although i watched twice already but still i think it's very nice. and i wanna watch again. but my parents sure wont allow. 肏.

Ng Guan Yi at 6:06 PM