Saturday, February 28, 2009
i seriously think vicky likes someone lor. even if she doesn't have a boyfriend. and somehow i dont really like it. but i should right. aiya. i dunno lar. dont go think so much. over ready. not my business anymore. re is screwing up. i think my re group will kena screwed by teacher next wednesday.
going to holidayzzz again. just two weeks or something away. hope in holiday can train in ri luh. dont really like training in rj. dont like training with rj people. and i just dont like the place. whyy in the world mann, do we have to train there.
hahaha. i just superpoked again xD im so bored man. what the hell.
Ng Guan Yi at 10:25 PM
oh nationals not on 2 march. it's on 10 march. means the match on tuesdays and thurdays. means i cannot go third lang. what the shit.
i was damn pissed with zhao kai just now eh. i mean in the afternoon arh. i forgot for what ready but i just got damn pissed with him. then when walking to rj he talk to me i completely ignore him man. if i really talk to him then later will fight man. i was damn pissed lar. i dont even know why. a few weeks or months ago i always get pissed with eveerything. now better ready i dont get pissed with everything but i still get pissed damn easily. dont know what's changing me. i wasn't like this lor. but the good thing is i dont get pissed as easily when with other people. only some people i see ready then very bu shuang one. see only the fire rise lar.
today training still not bad. i had the feeling leh. then my slicing today was not badd. as compared to other times lar. today was quite good ready.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:48 AM
Friday, February 27, 2009
oh my goodness man. watch chengyuen play badminton man he's sexy!! i mean he okayy. not so despo. look at him play lor. should seriously see. he's damn pro oh my goodness. malaysian national team means malaysian national team lor. got standard one. dont pray pray.
aiyooo amanda you forgot my number man!!! walau!! haha. how can liddat?! you ar. then oh. but. haha. never mind. at least now i know what your voice sounds like. so cutee and sweeet man. haha xD
oh shit. nationals starting in 3 days time. 2 march. how fast man. although i wont be playing but i wanna play lor. will be damn fun lor. imagine playing. as in play with your opponent in a match. even if lose. fun siia. haha. but if i playing then i wont even play properly lor. dunno lar. i worry for nothing. like last time that holy innocent ass.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:15 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
i was supposed to do e learning. but what the heck i ended up superpoking everybody on facebook. haha. it's damn fun lor. i just realised superpoking ehh. oh my goodness. i go bite people haha xD
and i'm damn pissed with coach lar. the ball hit net then of course i cannot react fast enough then i throw my bat right. then he come ask me pump eh. 20 pushup. although it's nothing lar but just damn pissed lor. that ball was damn nice i throw the bat and got the ball in eh. bloody hell. but altogether today's training was damn funny xD
Ng Guan Yi at 12:26 AM
Was I not enough stimulation
Hit by a brake the other day
Just when I thought that I'm okay
You didn't like my conversation
I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do
So here's my observation
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
Was it too much aggrevation
Your telling me the way that I won't see
And then I change my mind you disagree
I used to be our inspiration
You chase your mind you disappear
And I know it's never over
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
Was I not enough stimulation
Hit by a brake the other day
Just when I thought that I'm okay
You didn't like my conversation
And I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
So don't call and say your coming back for me
I'm always getting over you
Ng Guan Yi at 12:00 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
i dont like training in RJC okay. it sucks like shit lar. that place. so hot so dim and the table cannot get used one eh. all got prob one lor. lucky next monday we training in RI again. but then wednesday go back RJC again. what the shit lor. i dont like the table there lor and the net. the ball touch the net only fly out eh. liddat how to play you tell me. then you wanna drink water you have to go downstairs and then buy from vending machine or drink from water cooler. then come back again. and i dont even know where the toilet is lor. but dont need lar. so hot all the water come out as sweat ready lar still go what toilet. and then later some places the sun shine onto the table or into our eyes, cannot play. then the hall so big also no use one lor liddat. but most part of the hall is damn dim. and you cannot even see the ball properly.
and some stupid kuo chuan people like to make jokes about rgs people. what's there to joke about lor. i dunno how to say how i feel. but i guess if i was there i'd punch all of them lar. if they knew the people they were talking about were judokas, what the shit they'll pee in their pants man.
i get pissed off with everything nowadays. i almost fight zhaokai yesterday. if he said one more word i'll lose my cool man. and i dont know why i get so fucked up nowadays. what's the problem with me.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:00 AM
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
this song had been in my phone for damn long and i didn't realise it all the while man.
Ng Guan Yi at 10:46 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
wah lao. china people damn sick lar. today play sji. what the heck they all from china ehh. the only match we won was no china one. then the other all lose to china. what the heck man.
heyy. i tomorrow got jap CA eh.. and got maths TA somemore. shit lar. i think both i'll fail like some shit lor. even if pass just pass only lor. i hate jap man.
ooh and. brother. or sister. anything lar. i hope you get well soon okayzzz. im not good with words i dunno what to say. i only know how to tell you to drink lots of water but you drink water will puke or whatever, shit. how did you get so sick?? omygoodness. i wanna take care of you man. really. i will get sick just to get you feel better lar. must get well get welll!!!!
what arh. i forgot what i wanted to say again ehh. erm.. what is the name of oscar's friend that one from rgs. is it mandy or something. haha. i like her service siia. it's not gao-pao or whatever but it just looks nice lar. haha. from shao-nian-dui somemore. must be some damn pro person. haha.
beck dropped my phone today. then it went crazy eh. all the games duplicated. as in, the same game all come out two icons. then when you select anyone of them it's the same. but when you wanna delete either one of them "operation failed". so it's like the game become protected file you cannot even touch it lor. my phone crazy ready lar. i wanna change. but impossible. so sad DD:
haode got my chem textbook siia. what the heck i dunno he what class eh. how to get it back. oh no man. im dead. that textbook considered ex ready. cos for poor people like me. ya lar. if i lose it i die. but i dont think i will. yupp.
nationals just two weeks from now. means two weeks later nationals start then march holidays pause then after that resume again. so fast eh. i mean table tennis lar.
eh. go sleep ready buhbyeezz
Ng Guan Yi at 11:56 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
what the shit. valentine's day. im alone at home. what valentine's day lar. shit day.
but i dont care lar. i slept a lot today. dreamt a lot of dreams. but forgot them all.
happy brithday christina xD haha. i say a lot of times. actually not a lot lar. three time only. im sorry i didn't do a lot for you. just something. but they're all from the bottom of my heart. you probably dont want a lot from me. ya lar i know that.
im quite tired now actually. but still cannot sleep. gotta mugg jap. i dont wanna mug ready. i think im gonna sleep soon. it sucks. tuesday jap CA ready. so fast. i haven't even understand a shit my sensei taught from the beginning of the year. always i ask her she'll say i damn noisy. what the teacher lar. i tell you. she sucks. she really sucks.
shit. i want heavier dumbbells. now my one only 3 kg each. only got two. both my sister one. i swing it like how i swing my table tennis bat. like the action. but with a 3kg thing lor. instead of my bat. but i dont think it helps lar. dunno. and i think my backhand is really weak >< ever since i changed to chang jiao i've not been using strength in backhand so.. yea. it's really weak now. the power.
my printer spoil eh. i do my whole timetable out into powerpoint cos my current one is so difficult to see. but now i finish ready the printer spoil. so cannot print. wah lao. waste my effort. and i cannot print my cartoon character for class deco. i wanted to print bush lor. but come to think of it it doesn't fit into the theme decided. so cannot lor.
i seriously wanna join judo. but my father seriously dont want me to join. what the heck. how??
but if i join judo i'll be crushed lar. evrybody so strong and tall. i so weak. bloody helll.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:41 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
eh jap elearning web portal is damn screwed up ar. i do ready then they keep on saying attempt incomplete. i finished it ready okay.
today training i was damn high man. i was so high i went crazy. actually today the whole day i was quite high. haha. i dunno why. but i think tomorrow will damn sian. cos got jap have to walk from ri to moelc. that's damn sian okay. somemore my jap teacher likes to talk until nobody can understand what she's talking about. then she'll start saying ri guys really so stupid meh. you all really from ri. damn what eh.
then wedsnesday got physics test. until now i still dunno what is tested. then it's like. there's only one more day. i dont even know what topic going to come out lar how the heck do the test. but wednesday leaving school early lar im damn happy. pon RE. it's quite fun lar my RE actually. but i just like to pon it. rg people call it RS right. ours research education then theirs research studies. dunno why different lar. it's the same thing actually. haha.
late ready. i dunno what to say anymore. today i damn high until i crazy but dont really have anything much to write about lar. i think i go sleep soon.
oh ya. i kena whack by hockey stick today. so my middle finger cannot bend cos pain. then when my pe teacher walk over he ask me how are you. then i held up my hand. ya lar. you understand lar. my middle finger cannot bend. then other fingers all can bend. so what you think i showed my pe teacher. then he almost scolded me for that. haha. he keep on saying i finding excuse to hold that finger up only. it's really cannot bend lor. a bit swollen eh. but up till now still haven't affect when i hold my bat yet. i dunno whether tomorrow will even worse or not. if worse then cannot even hold my bat. then how to play. what the shit. then when training i have to hold my bat with my middle finger sticking out.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:27 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
all the while. i was trying to keep them in control. i thought i could press and compress them, keep them down, so that one day i'll forget how i felt for her. little did i know it'd bounce back. so hard. every little thing matters okay. i dont wanna think too much also. just that the confidence i had in me was lost a long long time ago. my deflated ego and empty heart. my door's locked again. although i always say my door's always open, i dont really dare to leave it open again. im afraid that someone would steal everything and then leave without a goodbye. so that i'll be empty again. on my own. i can only cry into my pillow late at night, so that no one will see. and it hurts. i hope this feeling im trying to hold down will not bounce so hard to blow open the lock. or even blow the door off it's hinges. which it surely is capable of doing so.
sorry for that emo paragraph up there. sorry for spoiling the mood of anyone who read it. i dont really talk to anybody. except for somebody. yupp. sorry la.
my neighbour very noisy horh! walau. and scary. got this little girl. then everytime i walk to the door. suddenly see this little head! she was wearing black. then long hair. then.. oohh it's damn scary. like.. whoaa!! then jump! scary!!
oh yea, this friday is gonna be a day im looking forward to xD im damn nervous. not why other people think so hor. is because of something someone promised me xD haha.
i really so crazy senior arr. why tiong han also call me crazy senior >< but it's correct what. i always like to get crazy with people. and get so high!!! who say senior must boring then dao dao one. no lor. it's good to be a senior like me lor. senior junior all human right. no diff what. senior also nothing bigg about. xDxD
i wanna get damn tan. and i wanna grow tall. so i can be tall, dark. but handsome cannot change lor. my face is liddat ready. handsome what shit. and i wanna get damn strong. then join judo. i seriously wanna join judo okayy. really really want to. but table tennis is fun also lar. i love my cca. xD but i wanna join judo also lar. damn my loose joints. if not i can join lor. DD:
my parents just bought bleach. then we never use before. so damn scared. then dont dare to put any shirt that got any colours in the washing machine. scared bleach the colour away then later my uniform kena the colours. then my uniform will so colourful!! but what the hell. imagine i wear colourful uniform to school. wah lao. i'll get the spotlight man!!
oh ya yesterday saw amanda. amanda lim. haha. she still quite pretty and cute leh xD i think so lar. haha. but i think when she hello-ed me i wave then gave a damn retarded smile. then i keep on dont dare look at her. cos i thought that smile was really damn retarded. then when eating got this lion dance shit damn noisy. somemore the whole team all malays eh! malays dance lion dance. i mean, what the hell lar. the drummers dancers everything all malays eh! what the heck.
late ready. i go sleep liao. buh byezzzzzz. xD
Ng Guan Yi at 12:11 AM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
what the hell man. i'm freaking pissed with zhaokai. she dont like me then dont like me lar i also know dunnid keep on saying in front of everybody right. dunnid keep on telling me right. i know it. you wanna fight is it. zhaokai you asshole. bloody hell. talk so much. damn pissed okay.
wah lingfei damn badd siia. snatch my phone eh. two times!! damn strong. bully me weak lar! i always said judo people are scary. like lingfei. so scaaryy.
my muscles haven't recover yet lor. i dunno how i lost the power lar. but so long ready. i suddenly became damn weak. then until so long ready haven't get my strength back yet. even if recover also should recover ready right. how come liddat. shit manzzz. anybody teach me how to train!!! my arms lar. arms enough ready. i only need my arms to be stronger. legs can run a bit enough ready. it's not like i run everyday.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:05 AM
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But more than anything, yeah, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah, yeah.
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish (my wish, for you).
This is my wish (my wish, for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you (my wish, for you).
May all your dreams stay big (my wish, for you).
Ng Guan Yi at 10:36 AM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
erm. oh shit i forgot what i wanted to say again.
nowadays my muscles losing all their power. i dont even know why. i find it hard to whack a ball with a little more strength lar. i need to recover lar. i now very weak eh.
my phone damn lousy lar lagg like shit. then hang somemore then ownself restart somemore. dunno what's the prob. aiya. i just dont like it. =(
i thnk i'm damn lucky. i almost got rosy smith for re!!!! but lucky lar. didn't get her. when i knew in the morning i was like, oh! shit man. this whole year die. because the last dunno what day we just argue with her quarrel until ike shit.
aiya gotta go. bye
Ng Guan Yi at 12:31 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
ei! somebody never come online today horh! haha. i didnt sms you cos i wanted to msn you. but you never online.. walau :( haha/
tomorrow i feel like pon-ing RE. just half an hour early what. nothing much lor not very serious also..
haha. what can i sayy. my taqgboard has never been so alive before?! haha. erm.. still wondering who are they. there's somebody i dunno who yet. aiya heck care lar. now dead again.
i think i always hang at the pull up bar there then now my fingers the skin peeling off leh. dunno what leh. and i just realised my aiming is damn lousy. basketball. i cannot even score from one pointer. what the hell leh. i aim ready. then.. shoot. damn off. either air ball. or totally off. faillure siia.
ei erm. dunno what else to say ready lar. buhbyee xD
Ng Guan Yi at 11:33 PM
Sunday, February 1, 2009
tomorrow season start ready. i'll be leaving halfway during physics. dunno what will happen.
oh. what is happening?!?!?!
Ng Guan Yi at 10:39 PM