Saturday, November 28, 2009
just found out that vicky has facebook.
im beginning to find many things disgusting.. like some people i used to be close to..
Ng Guan Yi at 6:37 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
im damn pissed with some people.. people who dao and then dont give a fuck. hate people who dao. no matter who, daoing pisses me off like shit.
dont care who reads my blog or who reads this post. im just damn pissed with
some people.
Ng Guan Yi at 10:45 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
omg i thinking im becoming gay.
seriously. err. not that i get turned on by man, just i get turned off by girls.
woah. havent blogged for almost one whole month. i dont really know what to say though..
rebecca zhang. daoing me arr? its okay though. not that its killing me anyway. it disturbs a bit but, whatever. its okay.
i realised my temper has been very bad nowadays, like easily pissed and.. yea. i thought i have already stopped being like this, but its coming back siia.
i used to care a lot about how people think of me. but now it seems that its not so important anymore. its impossible to keep a good impression on everyone. surely some people will hate. but its not something i can care about..
i think im getting used to being alone, not going out except only for training.. i dont really like being alone, but still, im getting used to it.
i only need to sms one person. and i do everyday. in contact everyday, we're supposed to be close right.. but i dont even remember how her voice sounds like. when we met in school she wouldn't even look at me. cos i got a scary face.. somehow i like it when she says my face is fierce, but i dont exactly like everything about it. i dont get it, why is my face fierce. and why is it scary. i mean i know it, but i dont understand.
im becoming lazy, and as a result, weak.
i dont like rain. since young, the cold that comes with the rain, has always made me feel funny. everytime it rains, i'll have this feeling. like even if i had friends or im at home with my family and they're right beside me, i'll still feel lonely.
i dont know who reads my blog, and im not comfortable with being too honest and saying everything or complaining anymore. who knows who will read my blog. i used to complain a lot but now i cant anymore..
Ng Guan Yi at 1:21 PM