Friday, May 29, 2009
nowadays training ar, joke ar. never train until anything one leh. i always get my feeling ready can feel the ball ready then some joke wanna train with me then in the end i lose the feeling totally. damn irritating one eh. like, some ass wanna train with me, then anyhow whack the ball, dunno is he dunno how to control or lazy to control, then make me damn pissed one eh always. so all the training ar, i warm up, then some joke come and cool me down again. you tell me how to not pissed. what the hell okay.
why so many people say i look china ar. i dont think i got the china face leh. then everybody think i from china. as in, a lot lar. somebody tell me, i really look china meh?! then when i ask my brudder ar she always say my face too scary she dont dare to look at me for more than 5secs. so she dont really know how i look like. hahahha xD
aww. brudder. are you having a great time?? haha. i miss you loads deh. take care xD
(ignore the previous post deh. i forgot you were going to sydney. haha)
coach keep on asking me to join judo eh. and i wanna join eh. but my father dont let me join lor. so sad. but i think i join judo i'll kena own by everybody lar. they everybody can crush me like an ant i mean, they're all so strong. if i join also, wont achieve anything lor. im sure coach still keep on saying im strong.
saw the person i wanna see today. the reason i wanna train in ri.
i think this is a damn sad song. if it ever happened to me i dunno what will become of me man.
妳讓他用戒指把妳套上的時候
我察覺到妳臉上複雜的笑容
那原本該是我 付予妳的承諾
現在我只能隱身熱鬧中
我跟著所有人向妳祝賀的時後
只有妳知道我多喝了幾杯酒
我不能再看妳 多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地裡妳又回頭
我終於知道曲終人散的寂寞
只有傷心人才有
你最後一身紅殘留在我眼中
我沒有再依戀的藉口
原來這就是曲終人散的寂寞
我還想等妳什麼
妳緊緊拉住我衣袖
又放開讓我走
這一次跟我徹底分手
Ng Guan Yi at 10:42 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
why my brudder dao me :( wah lao. i so sad lar.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:29 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
beck say i look cheena. im sure i look cheena lor. hahaha. i dont look cheena okay! and i dont use chinese a lot mah. okay lar maybe everyday i talk in chinese to everybody who knows how to speak chinese. but i still use english mah, aiyo.
i dont wanna train in rj anymore lar. it's bullshit leh. that place. dunno which tortoise teacher want us to train there. in ri so much better lor. the place, not so stuffy, not so inconvenient you wanna get a drink you have to walk miles, not so dark, can see balls more clearly (most of the time), can see somebody too. on fridays lar. haha, (actually i wanna train in ri is only because of the last reason lar)
today coach said i legs strong, but arms not strong. then some people were like, "you sure anot...." then turn to look at me. i think it's true lor. and he's the first one to say so. why my friends all say i strong. although i like to hear it lar, but. i know it's not true. so. aiya. i'm weak lar okay. really deh. im weak.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:24 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
nowadays my life very boring. nothing to write.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:40 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
I know. We all know. She’ll always live, somewhere deep in our hearts. I’m happy for her though, because she hasn’t really had a good life when she was alive, and now she’s gone up, I know it’ll be better. I know it’ll be better up there. But we’ll always remember. Always.
Someone said my blog damn gay. Bloody hell.
I think I haven’t really done a lot of things in the past week. Flunked jap too. This week was rubbish lar. Bullshits.
Ng Guan Yi at 12:53 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
how come so fast? im only 14. it's not fair. i know that when people have to go they'll go and there's nothing we can do about it but.. why now? it's too fast man.
went to play robin hood on facebook. i attacked some friends. then i realised that my name was jay chou. so even if they see it they wont know it's me. i think im quite no life ar.
Ng Guan Yi at 8:22 PM