Monday, March 23, 2009
vicky. somehow i was reminded of how you left me. that look you gave me during ORA. and THAT post you wrote. that line, that sentence. "now the ride is over, you may go". it was just an experience right? for you. dunnid i say. anybody read this they'll know what I'm feeling now. although it's been almost two years now, i can't pick myself up and walk out of it. but believe me, girl, someday i will. and i will walk out of all this shit you left me with. and i will go on better than i ever was. i was stupid. but you taught me better. i had to learn it. the hard way. no matter what. thank you. for teaching me all that you have taught me. i will learn.
it's over now. okay. yupp. i can't believe i fell for a girl. after seeing her a few times when she came for judo training. haha. no it's not another girl okayy, brudder. it's not. it's still her. and i meant all those words in the letter i wrote her on her birthday. they still count. i've never liked her any lesser. yupp. i swear. okay. haha xD
Ng Guan Yi at 12:08 AM