Monday, January 19, 2009
today i almost made someone stop talking to me. and she's the last person i want to be daoed by. she calls me retarded everyday but i just couldn't take it today when my friend told me she called me reetarded. and i wanna fuck myself for that. sorry okay. i wasn't in a good mood la. i just wasn't. this morning started off fine.. until i found out that yuan chi actually passed away. i mean, he's a friend ok. although we were not really close but i felt it ok. i was so schocked when i heard it. i felt the loss. and i felt the pain. it's already sad enough la. then during training i have to know that she told another person i'm retarded. then i couldn't take it. and almost made her dao me. today is the lousiest day in my life.
Ng Guan Yi at 11:16 PM