Saturday, December 20, 2008
you have no idea how much that hurts. why does it always have to be like that? first huirou. then you. what the fuck have i done wrong? does it always have to be like that? i have to stop liking you so that you'll not ignore me. k fine. that fucking hurts. a lot. you have no idea how much. it's like suddenly everything comes crashing. it all comes crashing down on you. you feel crushed. and heavy. like a block of ice lying on your chest. and you cant breathe.
i just read this. these few lines only. and i think it's very sad..
"the first day we met.
you gave me a candy
and said you love me
the second day we met.
you held my hand
and said you want to marry me.
when we grow up
the third day we met
you kissed me
in the hospital
and i had to say goodbye"
do you think i'm damn immature? cos i think i'm a kid. and i still a kid. i do things like a kid and i think like a kid. i'm a kid! can? i dont feel like i'm a 14 year old. i think i'm not even half. the way my mind is still so immatured.
Ng Guan Yi at 3:01 AM