Sunday, November 16, 2008

i'm trying very hard to become the type of boy she would maybe pay a little attention to. yea. but i don't have the slightest idea what exactly does she want. i know maybe she doesn't want anything right now or is happy with whatever she got. yea. but just.. yea you know. haha xD

but shit i'm not growing taller okay.. i'm short x( and fat x( and heavy x( and weak x(

i wanna grow taller.
i wanna learn electric guitar.
i wanna learn bass guitar.
i wanna learn acoustic guitar.
i wanna learn drum.
i want another ton of muscles.
i wanna become a christian.
i wanna know her better.
i wanna know what she likes. and what she doesn't.
i wanna know her favourite hangouts.
i wanna know where she goes to when she's happy. and where when she's not.
i wanna know what she does usually. and what she's doing right now.
i wanna know what she's doing. all the time.
i wanna know how her voice sounds like.
i wanna know how to woo her.

there's so many things i want. but on top of all those i just want her.
and i'll do whatever it takes.

Ng Guan Yi at 11:00 PM