Sunday, November 2, 2008
hey when we split, you know, i really felt the pain okay. not that any of us were really serious.. i didn't know why too. seems like now it's really over. i really dont feel anything now. at first i refused to let go. but since the ride is over i'm leaving. besides there's this judo girl whom i'm not confident in winning, but it seems like she's a good enough reason for me to put down everything in the past. although i know i'm a failure, like in huirou's case, but i'm willing to give it a try even though i may get even worst than what huirou did to me. but compared to this girl, look, what huirou could possibly do was just nothing. so if i really fall this time, i know i can never stand up again. is this feeling strong enough to be called love? fuck.
Ng Guan Yi at 9:41 PM