Monday, September 22, 2008
i shouldn't have said all those things lar. i'm sorry kay. i just felt so empty after that night. but you know i'm really struggling. if you had pulled me up and out of all these mess, i'd have been very grateful. but you were... i don't know what. but i sort of can understand okay. so i'm not saying anything anymore. cos i don't expect you to be there for me all the time, and be the only one trying so hard to make things right. no i don't. but i've never played with your feelings. i mean, NEVER.
whether you read this or not, please know that you'll always be a part of me. and i dont wanna lose you. i'm sorry. cos i really got nothing to defend myself. and if that's what you want, i'm gettin' the hell away.
saturday morning. i broke my guitar string.
Ng Guan Yi at 8:31 PM